Heartbroken

[Lucy]

Well, I knew this time would come. I thought it would be last month, but it has finally happened. My husband and I got our offer accepted on the house we have been trying for, after a couple months back and forth with another family. What it means, internet and cable are our last priority of getting connected and we are getting it disconnected in the coming days here at the house we're renting now.

I hate to leave AGAIN. I feel all I give are broken promises, but I seriously don't know when I will be back. It may be a couple months, maybe much longer. We are perfectly fine with not having cable and internet. Things are tight so top priorities come first.

I will be back. I just don't know exactly when. I'm sorry to disappoint you all. But I do promise I will be back someday. I don't want anyone to be mad at me. This is something I can't help. We finally are first time home owners. I'm beyond excited. No more renting. Finally a place for our daughter to grow up in.

Every single one of you are amazing. I'm proud to call you all friends. I have enjoyed every day of getting on here and always finding someone to talk to. You all are amazing.

As for my horses, I will part with all of them, as I seriously don't know when I will be back. I don't want to freeze them or anything. There are a few new members whom, I hope, will be active and could use a few of those horses. So, please just give them all to good homes. They're all amazing animals and a joy to have in the barn. They deserve to remain active racers.

To those I had leases on, I'm sorry. Was looking forward to racing them, but was looking more forward to finally getting this house. I am ready for criticism. I know there will be those who will be angry with me, but please no hard thoughts. I'm sorry I have to go. It's just the internet situation is not something we are too worried about having, right now. Need to do what we can to save money.

You all are family to me. I will be back in due time. I will pop in from time to time, on my phone, to see how my horses are doing. Again, I'm beyond sorry. I'm crying as I'm writing this lol. Always me being the emotional one. I have told my husband how wonderful you all are and how much I will miss it here. I will be on till the cable company disconnects us. Soo sooo sorry. Love you all! Lucykins will be back! I promise you! Just don't know how long it will take. Give my babies to good homes and keep them active. Please. It is all I ask.

[Cruisey]

Oh aw Lucykins :( We will miss you for sure..but congratulations on buying your first house! I wish you and your new family good luck! :)

[S u N f r O s t ~]

Lucykins

I'm really going to miss you. I hope that you can come back soon! Congratulations on getting that first house. The least I can do until you come back is make sure as much of your stock as possible are kept active for your return. I'm truly honored by this heartfelt message you have left for all of us. Your presence will be dearly missed. None of us will hate you for leaving!

I can't see many people having an objection to you keeping the breedingstock until you return. I know that I certainly have no objection to it.

I'm going to save my reclaims for later depending on what other people say...I'm going to miss you Lucy! There's no local library you can run off to for internet? xD

[Lucy]

I'm going to miss you all too! I'm hoping this will only take a few months, but really not sure. I am going to be going job searching, again. I've been thinking of starting college classes next fall, but just not sure yet. There is a library on the other side of town that I could go to every now and then. I will check in when I can. I think our internet and cable here get disconnected on Thursday. So, I have a couple more days.

It just sucks, especially when all the big 3 year old races are right around the corner, but someone else can take them there. I want all of my racehorses to go to good homes. I don't want to take them back when I come back. I will start new. I will keep all of my breeding horses and my young stock, but the racehorses can go. They're all perfect and will make some great running horses for someone. Hopefully, the new members can take some in and give them a good forever home. I will start with a new racing stock when I come back.

Again, I don't know when I will be back, but I'm hoping it won't be too long.

[Sammy]

Awe Lucy I will miss you dearly and I know I have been away for awhile work and this Tennessee weather I not letting me on frequently. I agree and you should keep the breeding stock and you can keep Passion Heart I you wish and if you like you can lease the weanlings that you bred from my horses until you return. I hate to see you go but congrats on the new house that's very exciting.

I will miss you.

Edit: I did no see that last bit on the young stock lol. I will be happy to help you if you wish Lucy.

[Lucy]

Thanks Sammy! You guys, there is a library close to the new house. I won't be able to get on all the time, not every day, but I can most definitely get on at least twice a week, if that's ok. Im gonna drop back my horses workouts to one every two months until we get internet hooked. Will have to see who needs an updated workout while Im on tonight. It gets disconnected tomorrow. So I wont be gone completely. Just wont be able to get on but only once or twice a week.